We’re right on the brink burned out like the prom queen

I passed out very quickly last night. I was le tired. I got the sleep daddy video that I wanted, got the volume right, adjusted my mask, and closed my eyes. I startled awake probably 3 minutes later, so I reset the video, and started all over again.

Second time was the charm.

I sunk into the bed. Deep into the bed.

I think I got up sometime in the night, to go to the bathroom. I don’t remember if Podrick joined me or not. He could’ve already been sleeping. I didn’t stop too long to look. Climbed back into bed, and was out again.

Back to work this afternoon. Yesterday was an opening shift. I don’t really like those anymore. I’m too used to the closing shift. It’s too stressful to tell my myself over and over that my alarm is set, and I will hear it. Even though I have music playing.

Honestly, I’m more used to waking up on my own/having Podrick wake me up. That’s what I’m used to. And Podrick is slowly getting better. I messed up the entire plan by rolling out of bed at 4:18 yesterday morning.

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