This is the first time in a long long time that I’m up after Crystal has gone to bed. It’s our date night and we made it through one episode of Ozark, and she said she would t be able to stay awake for the next one. So we shut it off.

Her tummy was bothering here and she was really tired. I think it’s just the stress of what’s to come. It’s making her not sleep well.

I’m still worried.

I can’t do anything from up here. Nothing. Just words.

So I finished my episode of Downton Abbey and now it’s time to go out and have some devils cabbage, and go to sleep.

Oh god, I hope she has a good sleep. I miss her so much. Sleep well my love, I’ll talk to you in the morning. I love you so much ❤️

Sleep well.