3/19/20
2 envelopes, 3 stamps left (I’ll buy more stamps this weekend). That means another letter went out this morning. But I figure by like next Wednesday, you should have most of the 6 I sent yesturday. Fingers crossed.
So it’s a video judge. I figured it would be. It’s at 1pm, but they’d like me ready at 12:30. No problem. And starting today, and going until (I can’t remember) 2 free 20-minute calls a week. I won’t know it’s free, but you should be told, before you accept the “charges”.
Oh, and would you look at that, the great Capt. America show up for work today. What a guy. I’m a little nervous. Tummy is a little shaky. I just keep telling myself if it’s meant to be, it’ll be. I’ll really have no control over this. But I’ll be strong and say what I think I must and go from there. So yeah. I think you’ll have me in your thoughts this afternoon. No nap for me today. I will be strong.
So court at 1, but be ready at 12:30. Finally see the judge at 4:45. I got a new court date, April 7th 8:30am. The gov’t either charged or referenced an incorrect section of the law. So the 2 weeks is for the gov’t to fix the paperwork. Gawd. Just tried to call you, it’s 5:00, you must be driving.1
I’m very confused. The judge was very cranky, and angry. Another 18/19 days in here. He did say I could ask for bond, I didn’t because I don’t think I’d get it. I’m very very shaky right now. I wish there were visits. I’m so very confused at this whole matter.
It was amazing hearing your voice. It’s a very sexy voice. At night when I’m in bed, I can hear you moaning my name as you REDACTED me. My hands exploring your body, pulling your hair. There’s my most favorite thoughts and memories that I have.
My baby takes the morning train. She works from 9-5 and then she takes another home again, to find me waiting for you! Sorry! I have a rotation of 2 or 3 songs repeating in my head. I think I’m gonna read for a little bit. Then once we’re released, call you, then shower and make a snack then dream of you 
20 minutes goes so quickly. I love talking to you. I’ve been thinking a lot, and when I leave here I’m going to try to continue to write you letters. They may not be as long, but I really going to try and have the same emotion in them. Even when I’m at my worst in here, I feel a little better when I put pen to paper. Thank you for reading them 🙂 More writing tomorrow!
Kisses you *mwah*
1 I was, eventually. I noticed the missed call from him about a minute after he tried calling, then sat in the parking lot, waiting to see if he’d call again.