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3/14/20
Hey babes 🙂
Another lunch is done. I feel so low. I don’t know why. Just because I guess. I don’t want to get off my bed, I only really leave the room for the phone and for meals. Not that there’s really any place else to go. I just don’t see the point in it. So yeah, that’s me today, and probably tomorrow too. Monday as well, because I get to talk to Capt. America. I’m going to ask him what I can expect, and what my options are. Alright, I believe it’s nap time or something. I love you.
Had a nap, hot lemonade, ramen, and I’m back in my room about 20 minutes before lock up for an hour. The days move somewhat quickly in here. It’s light out, then it’s dark. Same thing every day. I miss you more than I can put into words. Even if I could, I wouldn’t be able to speak them. I have a bit of a headache, I think it’s the first one since I’ve been in. Ok, back to my book for a while.
It’s funny, as soon as it finish one letter, I immediately start (should they be longer?) the next one, as if 2 pages is the perfect length for a letter. I do laugh when I do this. I’m not too happy with the quality with the “white legal” pad, but I’m sure I’ll get over it. Only 47 pages to go. haha. Maybe tonight, for a while, I’ll go into the common area, and watch some TV. I haven’t really decided yet though.
Ok, 2 things I just want to jot down:
- I cried in the shower because it was hot and it was the best shower I’ve had in 22 days. Why am I so emotional?
- Bosnia said if I need anything go to him and Poland. They will help me out cause I’m white and we have to stick together.
What? I don’t want to live on this planet anymore.
And now I’m in an ok mood! Is it because I’ll probably call you soon? It’s probably that for sure. It’s really just an emotional roller coaster on TV tonight: a Fast and the Furious 4-movie marathon. Makes me want to leave the room. And it’s on two of the 3 TV’s. Scratch that. We just locked in, and it’s on all 3 TV’s now.
Last paragraph and this letter is done as well. Thankfully, there’s no limit o how many I send. And I know I’m just repeating stuff. I can’t help it.
I love you so much <3
Talk to you soon,
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