I have died everyday, waiting for you

I’m not ever going to go to sleep early again. Bad dreams for a couple of hours. 9:40-3:30 wasn’t too bad, just a little warm. I went to the bathroom, and got something to drink. Back to sleep. That’s when the bad dreams started. I’m not going to go into details but it was not a fun 3 hours sleep. I hope it doesn’t affect my day. Right now, I’m just waiting for the coffee to finish brewing.

So yeah, I’d prefer not to dream for a few days.

It was a long day yesterday drove to SlightlyBiggerTown to get some groceries, and to check out some books. The books, while old, are still being sold full cover price. Mom said to check Amazon, and they’re 50% the price. So they’ll be ordered.

Then it was off to AnotherSlightlyBiggerTown to get the rest of our pellets for the wood stove. That went off without a hitch, and we were soon on our way to get actual groceries. That didn’t take too long and soon we were at home. From there I brought in the groceries, and spent the next hour or so, carrying in the pellets.

That last line.

It’s gonna be a long day, and there’s nothing at all planned. I hope the coffee helps with my mood. It’s rather melancholy. I have either a half hour or an hour to perfect my fake smile and enthusiasm for the rest of the day.

Happy Friday.

I have loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love you for a thousand more

It’s Friday, that means it’s Beat Bobby Flay on the Food Network. I like the show, because I like what Bobby cooks. And I have a short attention span, and it’s only a 1/2 hour long.

And the puns.

Quesadilla? Case closed.

I mean if I can’t cook full flavoured dishes here, I can at least watch someone cook with spices. I think when Crystal gets here, I’d love to make a spicy Shakshuka. Anything really. Just spicy!

Because, I’m starting to get tired of potatoes.

I’m not doing too bad here. Tired, but in a pretty good mood. The weather is helping. When I went out to get the weekly newspaper, it’s bright, no wind, and warm. Warm is good!

The coffee didn’t really help, so I’m drinking water. At least I’ll be hydrated, which is always good.

I love you, and I miss you.