Life Look at this photograph Shawshank, March 6, 2026 It was a long, long ass day yesterday that started at 7:30am, and ended at midnight, when I power smoked a bowl, and kissed The Beautiful One good night. I was still wired, so it took a while to fall asleep. I didn’t mean to banish Crystal out of the bedroom. I tried. I tried… Continue Reading
Life One’s got the matches, one’s got the lashes one’s running her mouth again Shawshank, March 5, 2026 Up early. But change of plans for the day. My grandmother is very very sick, so I’ll be escorting my dad to YetAnotherBigTown today. It’s about 5 hours away. He has a big scan today, so I’ll be there with him, while my mom is pretty much on death watch. So this’ll be a short… Continue Reading
Life When they call me crazy, I get hazy don’t they know that I love getting stoned hey Shawshank, March 4, 2026 Welp, we’re awake here. Crystal has probably been up for at least an hour. I’ve been up on and off since around 5:50ish. But I’ve been able to doze in the minutes that Pod wasn’t 4x4ing across my body, or climbing the screen, or using with me, or the edge of the bed to push… Continue Reading
Life Ain’t the last time I’ll show up drunk enough to throw a punch Shawshank, March 3, 2026 Its been a morning so far here. Podrick and I aren’t talking this morning. He knows just how to push my buttons. Every time. The coffee has been brewed, and is currently being consumed. I don’t even know what to write this morning. I’m tired, and I’m struggling to come up with anything would be… Continue Reading
Life Pretend you’re not a mess, be the happy family in the front pew Shawshank, March 2, 2026 Podrick got me up a little early this morning. He had the straw out of one of Crystal’s water jugs. I took it, but I know if I tried to go back to bed, he would escalate. It’s was 6:30. I had already been up once, maybe 20 minutes earlier. So I’m up. I closed… Continue Reading
Life Burned out like the prom queen we’re all mirrors and smoke rings Shawshank, March 1, 2026 It took a hot minute to fall asleep last night. I wasn’t high enough. The sleep daddy that I chose wasn’t doing it for me. After trying, and resetting the video 4 or 5 times, I put it in one that I know would work. I closed my eyes – oh and let me say,… Continue Reading