Page 5 already! Where does the time go? Today is moving semi slow/semi fast. Hard to describe. I mean it’s 11:30, but it feels like it’s taken forever to get here. It’s after lunch now. One tiny little burger. Bosnia said it was really good. He’s high as a kite. He confided in me that he just smoked K2, whatever that is. Just keep it away from me. Drama free please. And trouble free.

It’s freaking cold in here. My hands are like ice. I think I’m gonna make some ramen. I’m still hungry. Hungry for food. Hungry for you. I really, really want to call you. I don’t have a reason why, only because there’s phones that are free. I will be strong. I will use the second free call Sunday. I will respect the M-W-F-S call scheme. Wow, and this pen s getting worse and worse. Yes, I will call you tomorrow. It’s just that I miss you a whole bunch.

So I hoped you had a great workout, and now you’re getting more pictures and putting more up for sale. I hope you can get the house up for sale as soon as possible.

1:49. Just sitting here reading. Saturdays for some reason feel more relaxed than weekdays. It’s weird but true. I can’t explain it. Here’s what’s on the TVs today:

White: Keeping up With the Kardashians
Black: a Marky Mark movie
Brown: a Steven Segal movie

Managed to nap. I feel … sleepy. The headaches just about gone which is nice. Still missing you a lot. I’m starting to get tired of the holding pattern I’m in. I can’t wait for court on the 7th. I still think on Wednesday, I see if I can get to the barber, and explain I don’t need anyone to cut my hair I can do it and the clean up myself. I already think I know the answer, but I gotta try!

I believe we’re having meatballs, gravy, mash potatoes tonight for dinner. It’s not too bad. The gravy is salty and powdered like the potatoes. But it’s good, and we get like six whole meatballs.

I love you a lot! It hasn’t been too bad of a day today. The Kids haven’t been too crazy, so hopefully they sleep tonight. I don’t care though, cause I’ll be knocked out! Haha

So yeah, I’ll be asking for more money for commisary tomorrow. I need more paper, coffee etc. I hate to ask, but with no paper, I can’t write you. And as always $20 is the perfect amount. I hate asking for money, but thank you in advance for sending it to me, cause you’re the bestest.

Sigh. The white TV has The Fast and the Furious on. This is why we got away from cable TV! Nothing good will come from cable TV. Although I did sit through probably 20 minutes of a prison show yesterday. Ugh!

After this paragraph, only one more page to go, and guess what? The envelope is all ready to receive a letter. But it’s the weekend, so it ptobably won’t go out until Monday. Do you think they’re going to shut down the post office? I hope not.

Oooh, next Sunday on E! it’s the 50 Shades trilogy. I’m sure it’ll be on. Oh god, I hope it isn’t. That’ll be awkward for the C.O.s to do their walk bys of the cells!

It’s 4:40, and I’m starving. It’s a vicious cycle: hungry before, wolf down meal, still hungry – eat more ramen. Not a good thing at all. I feel pretty full, 2 fresh baked rolls, 2 brownies. Just a headache now. And a small cup of coffee should help that out I hope. I wonder what you’re having for dinner tonight. Probably sweet potatoes or something.

I cannot wait to call you tomorrow! I might even call you twice! I haven’t decided yet. Just know when you finally get this letter, you’ll have found out how many time I called!

I love you very much
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I want to fuck you like an animal!