3/18/20

This is a continuation of the previous letter – I’m breaking them up by date at this point, because each letter is now almost double in length. – ed.

Good morning sweet princess I hope you slept well. I had a pretty good sleep, mostly because I could breathe a bit through my nose. It really does help when you can do that. Had some nice dreams, and then some creepy ones. I don’t remember the details, just how I felt in the middle of the night and this morning when I woke up.

Breakfast was terrible, and it usually is. Cornflakes, 2 slices of white bread, “meet” patty, and a big ole cup of “koffe”1. But today is commasary, and chicken dinner day. I think you forgot to put money on my account. I’ll be needing it to buy more stamps very soon, and I hate to be a bother 2 you. But maybe you did, and it just hasn’t updated yet. So for the time being, the letters will be longer than 2 pages. This letter will be stamp 7/10 so maybe I’ll go a little longer. 🙂

So we’re about 5 min away from the 3pm lock in. I’m kinda bored today I think. I can’t really concentrate on anything. I honestly can’t wait to lock in, because the asshole aggressively playing dominoes will stop banging on the table. Every day, around when I take my nap. I should probably change my nap time to right after breaking my fast. Might be smarter to do it then. And, I figure that 2 pieces of paper double sides should be a good length of letter; considering I’ll probably need to buy more stamps (an more envelopes!) come Wednesday. I’m just a writing machine. I think this letter has been more positive as well. I guess I’m in an ok sort of mood today. Yeah, totally an ok mood.

WTF BRADY IS PROBABLY GOING TO TAMPA?
It’s a sad sad day for New Englad for sure. Thankfully I bought an Edleman jersey.

Couple other people had court today. Now my mind is starting to freak me out, heart pounding, shaky, you know the feeling. My mind is telling me, that I’m not leaving here for months. Every couple of weeks I’ll have another hearing and I’ll be told to wait another couple of weeks. I’m really freaking out. I can’t talk to anyone, so I write it down for you. You’ll get it in like a week or so, and won’t be able to do anything. I gotta try some breathing exercises or something. I took a half hour and forced myself to read. I feel a little better now.

Ok, commassary came wicked early today. Thanks to the coronavirus for screwing up the supply train, Half the ramen I ordered didn’t show up. Same as the envelopes. But the stamps showed up and 6 letters went out!! I may be able to bolster my dwindling envelope reserves by asking the C.O’s if they have any. I have 4 stamps left 🙂 Twas an ok morning so far. I’m just so happy the stamps came in. So technically they should be on their way maybe Friday? I’ll tell you when I call that I sent them today, for a good starting point.

Right now, I’m oddly pretty relaxed about court tomorrow. Whatever will be, amiright? I’ve just been thinking good thoughts. Like slapping your ass, or you on top, making out with me. I love you so very much. 💓

So, experiment fail, can’t fall asleep after breakfast, at that point, I’ve really just woke up. So we’ll see if Mr. Aggressive Domino Player will be a little more gentle whilst playing after lunch. Tacos (2) for lunch today. But before lunch, they’re handing out the good ole single blade razors this AM. Then it’s 20 minutes of “oh please god don’t let me cut myself”. Dry shaving with cold water. Good times!

Still no Capt. America. Maybe he has the corona?

I BET YOU LOOK AMAZING TODAY. 💖

I just saw on CNN that the border is closed. That’s not good. That’s actually very scary. They changed the channel before I could get my radio. All I saw was the headline.2 Wow, and 10 more cases in Rhode Island. 🙁 Listning to Ramundo’s address on NPR. Although, this is assuming the border will be open for Canadians to get home. I’m trying to calm myself, but we’ll see what happens. I’m very anxious.

I hope you don’t get sick.

I refuse to continue to write about how scared I am or anything like that, probably good to know that backstage, things are falling apart. Everyone says the news is getting worse. I think this is the worst it’s been in a long long time, because it’s on our doorstep. I thinks that’s why people in here are freaking out so much. The whole “not in my backyard.” They’re not used to it.

I miss you so much. I’m going to stop writing for a bit today. Maybe in a couple of hours I’ll start up again. I gotta stop freaking out. Kisses. So I’m feeling better I guess. Just pretty much tired now. Would resigned be a good word? Probably.

I want a large meat lovers stuffed crust pizza with Buffalo wings.

1 meat and coffee, “Passable, but not quite the real thing.”
2 The TVs work like a drive-in movie theater, where you tune in your radio to a specific station to hear a specific screen.

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